1 post tagged “theater”
I can't keep trying. It shouldn't mean this much, but it does. I just need to know that I can do it. Despite all my efforts, I haven't seen the reward yet. I just need my shot. I need my chance to show them that I can do it. I KNOW I can.
Everything I try gives me just barely enough to get by. No matter what I put into my friendships and other relationships, I feel like the people I care about don't care about me as much I care for them. Sue me. It's the way I am. If they don't have to change, neither do I. I don't think it's wrong to love someone too much. Who cares what anyone says.
But still. No matter how much I care for them, or what I sacrifice for them, they just don't seem to value me like I do them. I'm not just saying in my relationship, but with everyone.
I just want someone to want to be my friend instead of the other way around...
